Mayhap one person could be enough and bring you happiness.

Love is like dominoes: I fall for you, you fall for another...

But there's a side to you that I never knew
All the things you'd say, they were never true
And the games you'd play, you would always win

So lonely and in need of someone to talk to. So much I need to say to someone who will just listen and I have no one. Sure, I know lots of people, but I some how I got so out of touch with them all that I find suddenly I am alone. Surrounded by people; yet alone.

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Am I destined to sorrow all my life?

Shall I never be able to taste quietly the joys of being loved?

I'm disgusted with myself for giving into you. I hate myself for being so weak. I know exactly the kind of person you are and that you think with that smile of yours I will forgive and forget everything. Sorry, I am not that kind of person. I can't forgive or forget, because you are not a person to be trusted. Sadly, you will go through life the same way, you won't change and I can't be happy with someone like that. Life is to short to be with some one who plays games and thinks it's alright to be with more than one person. So you're not doing anything, but the intent is there. You just keep on lying to yourself and thinking you are a good person. I know you though!

I know your secret and it saddens me.

A Gray Mood..

"It Might Have Been"

We will be what we could be. Do not say,
"It might have been, had not this, or that, or this."
No fate can keep us from the chosen way;
He only might who is.

We will do what we could do. Do not dream
Chance leaves a hero, all uncrowned to grieve.
I hold, all men are greatly what they seem;
He does, who could achieve.

We will climb where we could climb. Tell me not
Of adverse storms that kept thee from the height.
What eagle ever missed the peak he sought?
He always climbs who might.

I do not like the phrase "It might have been!"
It lacks force, and life's best truths perverts:
For I believe we have, and reach, and win,
Whatever our deserts.

I've heard it all before!