Things I Miss When You're Not Here...

I miss the little things:

You staring at me...even though it annoys me.

Laughing at you and with you. :)

Listening to you talk.

Touching you and being touched.

Just being near you

Watching you secretly ;)

I miss your lips!

I miss the big things too, but you know what those are!

xxx

So many words to say and no idea how to say them. So many feelings, thoughts...

I am happier than I have been in a long time, yet more scare then I care to admit.

Wanting to throw myself in, yet holding back...

Wishing I was able to express myself better and at the same time thinking it's a lot safer to say nothing.

Thinking far to much, but unable to stop.

It's like find a door to a secret garden and each day you walk in and explore a little more. You never know what you will find around the next corner and it's exciting and fun, but scary and nerve racking at the same time.

Good thing you are better at this then me!

Love yourself.

“There comes a time when you have to stand up and shout:
This is me damn it! I look the way I look, think the way I think, feel the way I feel, love the way I love! I am a whole complex package. Take me... or leave me. Accept me - or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and don't try to change me to fit your mold. If I need to change, I alone will make that decision.
When you are strong enough to love yourself 100%, good and bad - you will be amazed at the opportunities that life presents you.”

Stacey Charter