Tuesday, December 30, 2008

I am happy with where we are at. I hope it last, because I need you.

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http://jaagaa.deviantart.com/art/Crazy-About-You-79069342

Monday, December 29, 2008

I love sleep


"In Sleep we lie all naked and alone,
in Sleep we are united at the heart of
night and darkness,
and we are strange and beautiful asleep;
for we are dying the darkness and we know no death."
-- Thomas Wolfe


Photo by:
http://suzi9mm.deviantart.com/art/sleeping-beauty-40881983


If the whole universe has no meaning, we should never have found out that it has no meaning: just as, if there were no light in the universe and therefore no creatures with eyes, we should never know it was dark. Dark would be without meaning.


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Friday, December 19, 2008

Merry Christmas

I am off to the Italian mountians for Christmas. I am going to spend Christmas with my sister. Leaving tomorrow and won't be back till the 28th.
I shall attempt to ski, hopefully with my legs and not my butt the whole time.
I wish you a Merry Christmas....
It's not that I love you, because I don't,
but when I think of you,
when I chat with you
& when I am with you...
I want you!
When I think of you
I think of ...

Is that a bad thing?!
Is it enough for you?

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

C'mas is almost here!

My Dog
Not a great pic, but heck, it was a long day!
Thanksgiving/early C'mas dinner

Monday, December 15, 2008

Love guru

ZOSIA BIELSKI. Globe and Mail, December 11, 2008

'A crush is like a love disease. It can drive you mad."

That's wisdom from nine-year-old Alec Greven. After watching his classmates mingling at recess, the Colorado third-grader decided the boys needed some help.

With a creative writing assignment due, Alec spun his observations into a pamphlet called How to Talk to Girls--which then sold for $3 (U.S.) at the school fair. The project has gained Alec international media coverage, a publishing deal and now a film deal--Fox bought the rights on Tuesday.

While some of his advice is kid stuff ("Control your hyperness and cut down on sugar if necessary"), some of it could benefit most grown men. Consider this suggestion from Chapter 1: "You also have to be aware that girls win most of the arguments and have most of the power. If you know that now, things might be easier."

There are also chapters on crushes, compliments and the thrill of victory. The 46-page book is selling in 17 countries. Ahead of Alec's appearance on Late Night with Conan O'Brien last night, we spoke with the pint-sized pickup artist.

What did you see on the playground last year when you were in Grade 3?

I saw boys having trouble getting girls to like them, getting ditched and getting all miserable and everything, so I wanted to write a book that helped them.

What were these boys doing wrong?

Usually their brains turned to mush and they [would] say something wrong.

So tell me about pretty girls. They seem pretty scary.

Well, pretty girls, all they care about is their looks. That's why we call them pretty girls. You can go for regular girls because regular girls can be pretty too. They just have other things on their minds.

What do you mean when you say, "Pretty girls, like cars, need a lot of oil?"

That kind of means, you know how oil costs money and it takes work to put the oil in the car? If you're trying to get a pretty girl to like you, there's a 98-per-cent chance that she'll ditch you.

So that's higher than the regular percentage right? Regular girls ditch boys 73 per cent of the time?

Yes.

Have you become interested in girls at all through this whole experience?

I'm a little young to go out dating and everything with girls yet. I'm friends with girls.

How did they react to your book?

They actually thought it was pretty funny. Some, they want to write How to Talk to Boys.

GIRLS 101

"If you like a girl, comb your hair and don't wear sweats. You don't have to try too hard, but just try to look kind of clean."

"Go for a talkative girl if you are shy. Then you only have to say one sentence, and she will do the rest of the talking."

"When you see a pretty girl, don't let her tractor beam pull you in. ... If you are really confident, go for it!"

"Do you think that attracting a girl's attention means flapping your arms like a chicken and making noise? No way."

"Whatever happens, don't let it make you crazy."


Saturday, December 13, 2008

I'm in love



Claire, this song is for you. If I could grant you one wish... I would give the gift of feeling for someone like this, but more importantly having it returned. You more than any one I know deserve love. May this year bring it to you!

I don't know about anything anymore...


I don't know what you want anymore.
I don't understand what you are thinking.
I don't get what you want from me.
I don't see how we will go on.
I don't want it to end, but at the same time I wish it would all just disappear.


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http://crimson-phoenix.deviantart.com/art/don-t-know-what-you-want-wp-12383029

Thursday, December 11, 2008


"If Mexico and Sweden switched places geographical the senate would not be complaining about all the long legged blonds cross our borders."
Denis Leary

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

...will you?

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http://dfiller.deviantart.com/art/You-Could-Save-Me-8936457

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Bible probably not true, says George Bush


"This President...makes me laugh!"

US President George W Bush has said that the Bible is "probably not" literally true and that a belief that God created the world is compatible with the theory of evolution.

"I think you can have both," Mr Bush, who leaves office January 20, told ABC television, adding "You're getting me way out of my lane here. I'm just a simple president."

But "evolution is an interesting subject. I happen to believe that evolution doesn't fully explain the mystery of life," said the president, an outspoken Christian who often invokes God in his speeches.

"I think that God created the Earth, created the world; I think the creation of the world is so mysterious it requires something as large as an almighty and I don't think it's incompatible with the scientific proof that there is evolution," he told ABC television.

Asked whether the Bible was literally true, Mr Bush replied: "Probably not. No, I'm not a literalist, but I think you can learn a lot from it."

"The important lesson is 'God sent a son,'" he said.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

What I want....

...endless love.
You think it's possible in this life?

Art by:
http://binjoo.deviantart.com/art/Endless-Love-42497024

Life is just a game. I don't control my moves. There is someone playing my character and I am at their mercy. They do with me what they will, throw me here, throw me there. They sit and watch my pain, they laugh at my tears. The give me highs, but makes sure that the lows are bad enough that I forget the highs. It's all a big joke. There is no way out. They preprogrammed you with so much guilt that the ability to make decisions based on what you truly want is cut out from you. You do things because you have to, not because you want to. You live the life they chose for you. And the life just goes on & on. No matter how you beg to be let out, to be give a different path they don't listen. They are laughing to hard to even hear you. This is not living, I'd rather not be. Yet, I can't find the exit door. I have been made to feel that even the thought of that exit door is a huge no no. What can I do? I am trapped & life is just getting worse and worse.

Art by:
http://soulangel506.deviantart.com/art/live-by-the-game-77790939

Saturday, December 6, 2008

I don't want to lose you...


I am steeling myself for your reaction. I want to believe in you & trust that some how you will still be there, but I have to accept that this is most probably not the path you will take.
I will lose you.
I wish it didn't have to be this way.

Friday, December 5, 2008

“Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within.”

“No one can possibly know what is about to happen: it is happening, each time, for the first time, for the only time.”

James Arthur Baldwin

Art by:

http://wcs-wildcat.deviantart.com/art/love-s-endless-refrain-77930865

Tuesday, December 2, 2008